I just signed an online guest book for my grandpa, it's something that I've been putting off for awhile because I knew it would bring back all the emotions that I've been feeling. Tomorrow will be tough with the funeral and everything. Afterward, there's a dinner that we're all attending but I don't even want to go. I seriously just want to get all my emotions out at the funeral and then just go home and go to bed.
Tomorrow will be very difficult.
God, please give me strength.