Life

Happy (late) Holidays!

I hope everyone had a great Christmas. It was nice seeing family as well as a bit stressful. I get stressed out whenever I'm around a lot of people for a long time. Plus things in my family move slowly. On Christmas Eve it took us about 3 hours to open presents and on Christmas Day it took about 90 minutes, not as bad. Christmas will always be my favorite holiday though :)

This will probably be my last post from 2010! Yay! Thank goodness 2010 is almost over. It was a shitty year for my family. My dad has been out of work for awhile now and on top of all that, just about ever major appliance broke... the TV, the microwave, the water heater, the furnace and the oven. Everything has been replaced or fixed but it was still a pain. Also, my grandpa died in October which is still very difficult for my family.

The day after Christmas, I went to my cousin's house to watch her dog while she was away for the night. On Monday I found out that my boyfriend of 4 1/2 years wanted to break up with me :( and then on Wednesday I found out I got laid off from my "perfect" job. I was so sad. Plus, I found out about the job right before I went into my boyfriend's apartment. Not the best timing. I had to take a couple of minutes to compose myself so I wouldn't be a mess when I walked in to talk to my boyfriend.

I wanted to play the role of "hurt but doesn't show it" when I walked into see him. I let out a lot of emotion when we talked previously on the phone and when I saw him I wanted to remain calm so I could think straight. We had a couple of things to sort out and I wanted to make sure everything got handled in the way it should be handled.

I've been busy and stressed out lately. I'm hoping that 2011 will bring me a new job that I love just as much as my other one, along with a new body and being debt free. Hopefully 2011 will be a good year.

*please be a good year*

I hope everyone has a good and safe New Years Eve!